Well, it's been a month. I should take this blog more seriously, maybe!?
The thing is I’ve been working a lot. My schedule is crazy, like 2 shifts a day, 6 days a week. I don’t even know if it’s legal to do that.
I want to stay at home, eat vegan junk food, watch great movies, and really do nothing. I heard that we may have some days off soon because of some work they want to do at the restaurant… yeah that would be great, I really can’t stand it anymore. Being there reminds me of the time when I was at the OSCS 7/7 - 24/24. It’s some kind of indoctrination and I can’t deal with that anymore… in a way it scares me because it’s like I can’t control anything and everything is forced upon me … catering brainwashing !! But I guess it’s what work is: something that you’re forced to do.
It’s insane how fucked up I am. I mean when I feel controlled, it reminds me of the OSCS and what I’ve been through.
I am currently listening to Slint