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Wednesday 29 June 2005

B-barn house

Hehe, I’m back to Bloomington, IN. The restaurant closed for renovation and I have 10 days off: so I just bought a ticket and flew here to see my folks. It’s a blast. My friend Justin even brought me to the barn house.
I’ll go to Philadelphia tomorrow to visit some other friends… maybe NYC later.





I am currently listening to hard candy hearts

Sunday 5 June 2005

my job sucks

Well, it's been a month. I should take this blog more seriously, maybe!?

The thing is I’ve been working a lot. My schedule is crazy, like 2 shifts a day, 6 days a week. I don’t even know if it’s legal to do that.

I want to stay at home, eat vegan junk food, watch great movies, and really do nothing. I heard that we may have some days off soon because of some work they want to do at the restaurant… yeah that would be great, I really can’t stand it anymore. Being there reminds me of the time when I was at the OSCS 7/7 - 24/24. It’s some kind of indoctrination and I can’t deal with that anymore… in a way it scares me because it’s like I can’t control anything and everything is forced upon me … catering brainwashing !! But I guess it’s what work is: something that you’re forced to do.
It’s insane how fucked up I am. I mean when I feel controlled, it reminds me of the OSCS and what I’ve been through.

I am currently listening to Slint