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New year’s promo and good resolution
There will soon be a band Myspace page for hey x hey = heyhey
I will send out the address asap… if anyone is interested

music of the day: Sonic Youth

I was looking through my things and I found a note that my friend C wrote when he was still alive. It goes like this :
« how long now i’ve been livin’in in my head ? Too far gone to feel the life around me. Gone, lost in a nightmare of my own design ».
He was really lost, but I know he wanted to get the hell out the Order of the Sacred Cross of Samarie (and especially forget about Eileen Fisher Boyles), he could not stand it anymore… i cannot believe he committed suicide.
I should maybe organize some kind of group against the OSCS… to warn people about it.
But I was thinking, if we – in this new group – have beliefs and practices in common (I mean if we all fight the OSCS together), wouldn’t that be defined as a sect, also? I don’t know.

music of the day: the blow

I can’t help it. When I like a new song I just listen to it over and over again, until I cannot listen to it anymore… and then even after a week I continue to listen to it again and again.
I listen on my computer or my record player, I listen on my mp3 player in the park between my breaks, I sing it during my work…. And when I go to sleep, I let the music play with the repeat option on. And even if I try not to every time I find a new great song, I cannot help it. So what the heck is wrong with me?

music of the day: Julie Doiron : No More Singing

I wrote a song last night. It deals with deviances like food addiction and porn, but to a certain extend it deals with unbelievable things that happen behind closed doors, like parents pedophilia. I guess I wrote that because of this song about John Wayne Gacy Jr that I was listening to the other day.



It feels scary to think of people being conditioned by the structure of their personality and everything being beyond their control.

music of the day: Shellac

I don’t know how many shows I’ve been to this year.. maybe 100 ? a lot, that’s all I can say. I should always post some comments when the show is fresh in my mind, otherwise I forget and I don’t write anything about it.



I am currently listening to Lightening Bolt